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He knows my name

What a song! It has been a while since I heard this wonderful song... He knows my name... My every thoughts, He sees when my teardrop falls and He hears me when I call...

I'm not so young nor too old as I type on... Why am I saying this? I'm infanticipating with this tiny wittle baby inside my womb! I can't help the crystal drops of my tears as they flood along my reddened cheeks and landed to my popping belly...I suddenly got back to my senses; this bean with an unknown face, yet unknown name... GOD knows her name... she is His from the very moment I conceived her! How comforting to know that all along, someone has been watching her inside me, the same way He did me.

I'll never forget the day I nearly have lost her. As I carry her, on my 6th week, I bled which seemed like letting go; it was horrendous to have waited for 2 and a half years for her to finally be an embryo to just be even more horrified by such turmoil... NO! I can't lose her! But then again, what if s…